I’m notoriously tired, I am anemic duh

I slept alot when I moved into my own place after my separation. I put it down to my body and mind recovering from many years in hypervigilance/survival mode.

Alas, I am very tired again. The safety I thought I had found was not all it seemed.

It’s not that it was an illusion, but it served a purpose and was a safe haven which I have now grown out of. I am getting too big for my new home. This transient safe house. I was never meant to stay for long.

I’m really interested to see how I’ll fare when I’m doing my own thing.

Letting my body revert to it’s biological rythm.

Will I be able to handle later nights?

Perhaps I will be able to do evening shifts at a bar and stargaze afterwards.

I’m excited to shake things up and see what I’m capable of.

xx